IfIWereTwo,I'dMarryYou.

Now tell me he isn't the cutest thing you've seen.
The first time I carried Jun shaun was yesterday. Trust me this isn't a very easy guy to get a hold of. Everytime I see him in church and want to carry him, he runs away from me :( BUT yesterday however, he said "Where's che-che Sarah going?" when I went out of the room. I heard him say that and ran back into the room and he SMILED and ran to ME! My heart did humoungous flip flops over my head let me tell you. I picked him up and gave him a really big hug and then convinced him to take a picture with me. I think I'm in love with a two year old kid. I love you Jun Shaun!

I'mNeitherHalfEmptyNorHalfFull.I'mDrained

For those of you who know my brother, you would probably also know he's an accident prone O_o Unfortunately for me, I think I caught his bug. Oh the horror. The past week has been preeety crappy.
-I Fell down the stairs, bruised the small of my back.
-Forgot to bring tons of books to school in a whole week.
-Homeworks been catching up with me faster than you can say (insertaword).
-Brokedown like a waterfall in school.
-Woke up late for school and reached there half an hour late.
-My sleeps been decreasing and decreasing.
-I think I'm getting panda eyes.
-I fell down in school today and got cuts on my hands and my knees:(
-Algebra hates me as much as i hate it.
-I have to redo my whole sejarah project. AGAIN.
-I've basically been kinda.. moody.
Okay I guess none of the above have to really do with my ohsowonderfullaccidentprone brother other than the falling down. It's a record. The last time I fell down was LAST year and now, after many many months, I fell down two times in a week. You know when they say what goes around comes around? To Sammie the superstar:P
I am NOT going to laugh whenever you fall down again. O_0"
Anywho, the weekends just a day and a few more hours away. My countdowns already begun. Have a great weekend everyone! Hope no one falls down! Watch your steps:)

Oops.Isaidsomethingagain.

• I'm so hot, my nose bled. Like a bleeding fountain. I remember the first time I got a nose bleed. I was pretty fascinated and at the same time scared. I thought I was going to bleed to death but fascinated that it didn't hurt. Whoopdeedoo! Phew. The weather's been scorching and as JoelLee would say "Hot like a boiling Crock pot!" Mummy and me are blaming it on global warming. I think I'm gonna plant a tree in my room. Oh, and Orchids would be nice too:) Now where do I get the seeds?

• I recently had to do my art project which was a paper mache of a Zebra! Okay I admit the leg fell off half way because it wasn't strong enough to stand up but ITS STANDING NOW MIND YOU! (pictures might come if I'm in the mood)Anywho, I think zebras are ohsointricate (just like the song) and you know what popped into my head when I was painting it? Are zebras black with white stripes, or are they white with black stripes?

• I don't know if this is a stereotyped thing and at first I had second thoughts about whether I should blog about this or not but like my blog says, it's 'Sarahandnothingless' so hope no judging goes here. If it does though, I guess I'll leave that up to your judgementaleetsyweetsy brains. School today didn't go to well and called mummy dearest to pick me up. Trust me I was THIS[ ] close to being on the verge of tears. Don't ask why but in less than fifteen minutes, mummy came to school. Schools like 10 minutes away so that's really record time to arrive especially on such short notice:) And who said women were bad drivers hmm? Anywho, she came and I burst like a water balloon in front of her and after talking to her I guess I felt much better. I didn't burst in front of everybody la . It was in the corridor outside but a few teachers passed me and gave me the O_o" stares. So then I got to thinking, I think the hardest job is actually being a Mummy. I mean, who else would actually drive all the way to school just because he/she knew that I wasn't feeling too good? So to mummy, if you're reading this thanks a whole bunch for everything. From carrying me in your tummy, to picking up my undies when I was five, to reassuring me every single time I feel like a bundle of crap, to just being someone I can call mummy:) To all those out there who read this, please give the ladies a break at times because although sometimes you may not see it, she really means well.

• On the happier note though, Daddy got me Jean Paul Gautier perfume Spring collection! Frankly speaking, I'm in love with the bottles more than the perfume inside. It's this body shaped glass, with butterfly, leaves, ocean and flower patterns on each bottle. I smell myself smelling sweet:) Heehee, okay I hope so la. If Murphy's law works on me though, I'm gonna end up with B.O. I cross my fingers tighter than a rope that it'll NOT happen.
  
  
  HOWEVER.. I found a quiz website! So yes, to add on to my list of randomity :
  

  You Are a Classic Gucci Bag

You've got style mastered - because you stick with what works
Like this Gucci Bag, you prefer classic items that stand the test of time
You're also a bit of a practical girl, who prefers function over fluff
You prefer a big bag, so that you can have your stuff with you at all times

The part about the big bag, Is true. So here's to Justin.J who claims I carry a bowling bag and bricks in my ginormous bag when I see him on Saturdays and Sundays. The Gucci part however, is not very true. If you replace it with Stussy however, it may be:) Somehow I feel too scared carrying a bag worth more than all the clothes I'm wearing combined together.

You Should Get an Abstract Tattoo Artistic and unique
You're the most likely type to personally design your tattoo

Although I personally think getting a tattoo will scare me to my coffin underground, I think this is quite fascinating. If I DID get a tattoo however, it'll probably be on my shoulder or on my lower back. Although that'll probably NEVER happen even If I'm old and wrinkly. HOWEVER, if I did want a tattoo that will last and still look okay till I'm old and my skin shrivels and becomes dry, i think I'll get a raisin. You know what I mean? Raisins look shriveled all the time so my skin would just add to the affect. Haha.

So ya, have a great week ahead everyone! Oh and unless you want to experience the sensation of feeling dizzy, leading to your head on the floor (fainting) I suggest everyone drinks 8 glasses of water everyday:) Keep healthy and you'll be happy! You know I love you all!

ThinkingandBlinking.

When I was young, a purple and green dinosaur named Barney once sang

You are special you're the only one,

You're the only one like you,
There isn't another in the whole wide world who can do the things you do
Oh you are special! Special!
Everyone is Special, Everyone in his or her own waaayy..!!

And actually if you think about it.. what Barney said really is true. My deepest condolences for those of you who weren't yet exposed to Barney at the tender age of five or so:) At least you had Sesame Street right? Elmo, Big bird, Oscar, Bernie, Bert.. Also to those who were exposed more to Teletubbies more than they were to Barney.( I've always been scared of Teletubbies actually O_o") Now that's just Sad.

Adding on to this (and also Claire's post:p) was going through reproduction with mummy cause to be honest.. I'm quite clueless about it in school. Anywho, although it really isn't the topic for those who get queasy easily and fall of their chairs when the subject of 'reproduction' gets mentioned, it really is a very cool topic. *easily queasy people, skip this part and move on to the next paragraph because I am going to elaborate. Don't say I didn't warn you*
Okay lets see how to put this in a ..nicer way shall we?
Lets say that a tadpole needs to feed on an egg to grow. Like survival of the fittest, the strongest tadpole lives while the others all die of. For the tadpole to become a frog(I hate frogs by the way:c ) it needs to continue feeding on the egg and when it reach a certain stage, poof a frog is formed!
Tadpoles - Daddy
Egg - Mummy
Frog - Us. (Sadly we have to be frogs in this explanation.)
Okay millions of tadpoles from Daddys are set free during intimacity and out of the millions, only ONE of them get to shall we say eat? Mummys egg. And only that ONE will turn out to become a frog. So yes ever heard of the statement 'One in a million?' it literally is true. Half of us was that certain lucky tadpole from Daddy and when we ate Mummys egg, we became, US. The lovely(in this context ONLY) frog. So everybody, out of the MILLIONS, ONE of us survived and that's why we are who we are today. God really makes no mistakes. Either that or we were REALLY strong tadpoles:)

Also it really is amazing how our brain works. You know that if you think about something before you go to sleep and you end up having a dream? It is very highly possible that the LITTLE thing you thought about somehow appears in your dream. Do you get what I'm saying? Cause I'm kind of confusing myself. But I do know what I'm saying makes sense because for example.. A certain someone sent me a sms one night and that certain someone ended up in my dream. My lips are sealed about who what where or when but .. I hope you understand and aren't shaking your head thinking "This is one twisted girl here O_0"

New Sarah fact of the day?
Showering de-stresses in a way you can never imagine. Honestly! Remember the previous post when I said I was in a moody mood and I fell down the stairs? I showered after that and water does miracle's for your bodies stress level. If it doesn't work for you, I guess it works for me cause i felt a helluva lot better after that :) I now have a collection of shower gel on my shelf. Heehee. My therapy, my drug. I guess thats why you never heard of a fish getting anxiety of dying of heart attacks. The water probably keeps them reeeaally calm. If i were any animal.. I would want to be a fish:) Or wait, maybe a dolphin cause I don't think I would really want to be scaley. Or slimey. Or risk the chance of getting caught in a fishing net, waiting to get my head chopped of and then displayed in the market with other dead fish on the boards next to the sign 'FRESH FISH FOR SALE!'

Anywho.

• Brian reads my blog! *waves hi to Brian:)*
• I would really prefer to be picked up in a carriage with a horse rather than in a limousine if I went on a date. I don't have anything against limousine drivers in suits mind you. I just think horses look cuter and I like the sound they make with their feet. Click clock.Or something like that:P
  
• I hope it rains when I wake up in the morning tomorrow. And then stops in the afternoon.
  
• I feel like playing with my Barbie dolls hair. Comb, tie, comb, tie, pull, tie.
• After 5 years of having a handphone, my credit has sunk to it's lowest. 21 cents. It's a record. A sad one but still, it's a record.
  
• In more than a month I think, I haven't been shopping. Feel my pain!
• Current status on my toenail which is coming out : It's turned yellow. And numb.
  

It's a Tuesday afternoon.
I skipped school today. Okay wait, I wouldn't call it SKIPPED because mind you I have an excuse. Missed more like it. I woke up in the morning with a headache screaming in my ear, my Ipod was nowhere to be found although i remember it putting me to sleep last night, my back ached cause i clumsily fell on the stairs yesterday, was THIS close to suffocation thanks to a certain flu bug, had a slight tummy ache, and was shivering due to the aircond. What a way to start your morning hmm? It was raining though and I love waking up to rain for some reason. probably because when I say 'waking up' I mean that it just makes you want to go back to sleep.Been feeling crappish lately. Don't know why exactly but remember, I bite.

On the happier note though, hopefully, I have my fingers crossed as tightly as a pretzel, Nicole and I are planning to watch Phantom of the Opera in April *jumps for joy!* Yup, it's just another one of the random things we're deciding to do. Other than grabbing a whole bunch of clothes from Zara and then running into the dressing room to cam whore, after which we come out of the dressing room, telling the sales assistant that none of the clothes were stuff we really liked.

Gawsh.
I have nothing else to say.
I'm annoyed and I feel like bursting like a balloon.
I need de-stressing therapy.
Thai massage, shopping, hour long showers..
I hear you calling me.

I'm blogging on the same day as the previous post but because of stupid blogger? It doesn't fit into ONE post. so now, I'm stuck writing the second one. Anywho,

Apparently pictures say a thousand words as it is but for the heck of it,I'll just say four more.
Love you LOADS Nicole!

What you didn't know about me.

• If I had a choice between Ambercrombie and Fitch and Dolce and Gabana, I'd pick Ambercrombie and Fitch.
• I love waking up to the rain in the morning. I used to think it was the closest thing to snow when I was a little kid. And i love snow:)
• My ideal romantic moment is anything that happens on the beach. Other than getting eaten by a whale or having the attack of jaws scene happen of course. Have i said it? I want t get married on a beach:) Man i'm only fourteen plus and I'm thinking about my marraige. I wonder when I'll start planning for my funeral.
• Lizards terrify the heck out of me.
• I used to think God was crying when it rained when I was young.
• Know the lion the witch and the wardrobe? After watching the movie when i was five I think I made my daddy go around the house, pushing the back of our cupboards making sure that no wicked witch would jump out in the middle of the night and see if Narnia really existed. Pfft.
• I do not like chocolate. I'm picky about the ones i like though.
• I've NEVER watched a SCARY movie in my life. The scariest was "The Haunted Mansion'. Pathetic, I know.
• I'm Pain-aphobic. I suck when it comes to pain and things that poke you. When i had an injection before I screamed the clinic down. "Take it out take it out of me!" It refering to the needle. Uhh.
• If i could change anything about me it'd be my self esteem Face it when your self esteem changes, the whole way you see yourself changes along with it. Kapeesh?
• I have a weird thing about Number 7. It's supposedly my lucky number so although I am not superstitious, I like doing things involving number 7.
• Okay wait, I maybe a LITTLE superstititous. But ONLY a teensy weetsy bit. I don't walk under ladders and I shudder when I see black cats. Hey at least I don't chop up bunny legs and stuff them in my pocket.
• I cry really easily when it comes to certain things. I cry when I see someone cry, I cried when my bunny died, I cry when i feel like it, I cry when I watch 'A Walk To Remember' I cry when I see sad beggars or children, I cry when I see someone fall down or get hurt.. Apparently when you cry you loose white blood cells which help your immunity or something. I bet you my white blood cell count is seriously depleted. Ish.
• I'm scared of my own dog.
• I'd love to travel the world. Especially to Greece. Africa seems nice too. Lets just hope my obituary doesn't come out as 'Sarah Lee. Died while on a safari tour. A lion bit her head off.' Wild imagination.. wild wild imagination.
• I sing in the shower. Heck I know you do too:)
• Paintball, does it hurt? I still wanna try.
• If i had to chose between a expensive dinner date at the best restaurant in the world or cheap, simple but meaningful one on the.. beach:p I'd chose the beach.
• "Do a deer a female deer, Re a drop of golden sun.." Know that sound of music song? I only realised what it meant LITTERALLY like, last year. I'm blonde.
• I was nearly named Ashley by my parents at birth. This however didn't happen because If i were called Ashley, it would sound like this, 'Ashley-LEE'. Mmhm.
  
  
  Yup Sarah's stupid list can go on and on like a roll of bubblegum. However, this is all you're gonna get for now. You know I love you everybody!

I want
The Motorola Rzr.
A Nice bikini.
Nice ballet shoes.
The Warehouse dress.
To study fashion designing.
A beach house.
Holidays that are FUN.
To travel around the world.
To dance. ( Or at least learn how to do it like a pro)
A coach handbag.
Flawless-ness.
A poloroid camera.
I need
To learn to be satisfied with what I have.

To learn to live life to the fullest with WHAT I have.

I guess if everyone could get what they want, I would be president of the moon and Grow taller. Yeah, that's sure gonna happen ain't it.

P.s: BIG hints though:)
P.p.s: I think little Sandra's growing up (this is the part you go teary eyed. *cue!* Aww)Pms-ness is starting and ouch it bites:(

ForgiveMyRandomity.

While I was doing my homework(due yesterday mindyou) I felt random. As in VERY random. Stuff kept pouring into my empty little brain and the urge to just get it all out without sounding like a complete nutcase flooded me like a wave. So here I am, siting in front of the computer my fingers dancing on the keyboard while on Monday, I have an exam i haven't even studied for. Someone please take Einsteins brain, squeeze it over my head and let his gray matter seep into my brain so i get some sense. Bare with me and prepare for a really stupid post by the way. Hope whoever reads this doesn't kong out till the end:)

• I just ate a peach. I claim it's one of the yummiest fruits in the world and it tasted even better cause it was brought back from Australia. I think fruits from overseas always taste better than ones from Malaysia. (Government, I'm sorry for not supporting my country but.. it's true)

• Yup, daddy came back yesterday and Jojo is there now, newly moved into his apartment with a tiny TV.Really.. tiny people. I still remember when he was young and my parents were nagging him about his pigsty-ish room he told them that when he has his own apartment it would be really dirty and he would just drink out of the milk carton when he feels like it. I also remember him throwing plasticine and it got stuck on top of the ceiling one night when my parents were out and we were really young. I think he was like 7 and i was 3? It didnt come down till a few weeks later and there was a stain on the ceiling.The plasticine was..blue. Anywho, if he reads this, just wanted him to know that I hope all goes well as he starts Uni this year. Archi-torture as everyone calls it. I think it's supposed to be funny. *pokesmyselfinthetummy* Haha.

• Latest I know, Britney Spears is in rehab after she shaved her head bald and hit a paparazzi car. And when my mum and I turned on the radio that morning, The Hits FM People were making fun of her. Not rightintheface but mockingly I guess. So mummy goes,
  "I tell you ah, these people, Britney is already in rehab and they want to make fun of her somemore. "
  Haha, okay i have no idea why i just posted that but i told you I'm feeling random. I guess to an extent it's true what mummy said. And I guess it made me realise that no matter how much you have at a certain point of time, it really could all slip away just like soap in your hands. She was pretty, famous and had a reallynicehouseithink and now.. she's bald, mocked at, and is staying in rehab where from my point of view is a place with white walls and locked doors. Get well soon Britney:)
  

• My toenail is coming out. Literally. Remember when I said it was blue-black because of my heels during Chinese New Year? It apparently destructed my toenail and now it's numb, pale and is going to come out. Urgh.

• Last Sunday, Ee-lin, Yuen2, Germaine, Rachel, Cherru, Erin and me went to watch a movie. My point here however, is NOT the movie. My point consists of miniature donuts, Action City and Cherru.
  *First, Cherru walks into the shop and buys a small box containing little miniature..donuts. (uhh.) But ya, if anyone goes to Action City look at the display in the case and you can see it. They're actually really cute and they're like collectable things so she bought it. Then when we went for lunch, she opens it and starts sorting it out.*
  Cherru : Oh my goodness so cute right?
  All of us : Ya so cute la!
  Cherru : I feel like buying one more:)
  Sarah : Eh i want to buy one too! Haha, for fun la!
  *We told the others we would meet them after buying it back at the cinema.So BACK we went to the shop to buy another box.( There are different ones in every box so we were hoping to get another one btw) we start looking around like little kids and the guy in the shop first gives us these weird glances cause mind you she's 18, I'm 15 and we're acting like little kids. So we buy another box, run out of the shop so excited with what we got run off to buy our popcorn in ONE MINUTE and meet the others in the cinema. When we come out, we're still playing with our miniature donuts.
  Cherru : Haha, eh i still feel like buying another one.
  Sarah : Me too! So tiny and cute:)
  * So back we go into the shop, still looking at all the boxes excited like little kids and after godknowshowlong we were in the shop, we get pulled out by Ee-lin. And yup, thats our encounter with the miniature donuts in Action City. One set consists of 10 boxes and they're RM 12.80 each so we're supposed to save up to buy the whole set, get a class case and frame it up. Right..(?)
  

• Okay there's alot more stuff to say but I have to stop here now cause daddy wants me to go to sleep cause school calls me tomorrow. I love school ohsomuch, don't you? Especially the waking up at the crack of dawn every morning part and wearing a school uniform. But in point form, the remaining part of the random-ness in my nearly empty brain..
  - I want to get married on a beach(long story)
  -The reproductive system I'm learning in form 3 actually gets me thinking about alot of stuff.(Now now, don't think dirty.) Kind of cool how we were all formed and stuff. Literally one in a million. I don't know how many people will get what I'm trying to say here but i hope you do:)
  -I want to build a snowman.
  -I want to design a dress, go to Milan and get it stared in a fashion show.
  -I think Scarlet Johanson looks better than Kiera Knightley.
  -I want to swim with dolphins.
  -I love Jordi Labanda
  -How many people actually remember you once they see you? Cause if it isn't many, how come people still care so much about what other people think?
  -Death to blades, I have a cut on my second thumb now.
  - I won't mind becoming a writer and living in a beach house(Again, long story) Haha Tsen:)
  
  
• Okay, daddy's getting cranky, I gotta go NOW. Night people. Remember to brush your teeth and say a prayer before you go to bed. I need to pack my bag and fluff up my pillows or I'm going to wake up with a sore neck. Uhh.