I got tagged by Joanne Yu! I sound like a crab hidden under it's shell for waay too long but there's a certain thrill of being tagged :p Ooh Joanne just made me happy! So here it goes;

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

Consultez les informationssuivantes pour utiliser le lecteur en toute securite et reduire les risques d'electrocution, de dommage, d'incendie, de lesion auditive ou autres.
Heck it's not even considered a book. It's my Ipod's manual and I don't even know how to use it. Pathetic. Utterly Pathetic.

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.

And i just smudged mummy's laptop with my fingerprints.

What is the last thing you watched on TV?

The Pursuit of Happyness.
(I'm still finding mine :s)

Without looking, guess what time it is:

Erm, I was supposed to get off at 10:30 pm and being the procrastinator I am, I'm guessing 10: 45?

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
10:48 pm
Ooh, not bad not bad.

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

Ooh Daddy just burped. 0_O

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

About half an hour ago. I decided to part with ohsobeloved slippers as the soles gave way and decided to throw it away. Then Daddy came out and we started moonwatching and talking. It's things like these your head take pictures of and store in your brain you know?

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

Pictures of me and Sandra underwater.

What are you wearing?

Nothing o_O (Now you start paying attention :p)
Erm, my oversized cotton candy pink t-shirt and shorts. Say comfy!

Did you dream last night?
Nope not last night. I do remember waking up and sitting up in bed wondering where I was though. I then fell back asleep; figures.

When did you last laugh?

I can't remember. Haven't laughed till my tummy abs tighten in quite a bit actually. Pathetic.

What are on the walls you are in?

A whiteboard of homework I'm supposed to do, Pictures I drew when I was five, A calendar and a pictures of an old building. Remind me to call the interior designer to paint my walls bright red tomorrow. Or shocking pink.

Seen anything weird lately?

A little boy with a puffed up face and bright blue goggles underwater. After that I saw the top of his head cause the blind thing swam straight into my face.

What do you think of this quiz?

I don't think, I just have nothing better to do.

What is the last film you saw?

Pirates of the Caribbean 3; At Worlds End.

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

Sheer Contentment.
(If I can't find anything ubber nice in the shopping malls.)

Tell me something about you that I don't know.

I'm never comfortable in my own skin.
I sing and dance to myself when I'm alone.
Eating squid with the tentacles on them freak me out.
Apples give me goosebumps.
I used to pretend I was a superstar and jump on my bed when I was five.
Take your pick. There's more that you don't know and don't NEED to know :P

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

I'd change the world to one where everyone would be comfortable in their own skin and comparison wouldn't exist.

Do you like to dance?

Yup!

George Bush:

Is the guy who I first thought had Bushy hair.

Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

Faith.

Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

Either Jayden or Damien.

Would you ever consider living abroad?

Yup! Melbourne's the place I wanna be!

What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

I'll let you know when I give it further though.
Too deep a question. (Whoaa)

Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal
Anyone who reads my blog :)

Enjoy the holidays while you can everyone! Or those of you who can. You know I love you!

Melancholy.

Broken Pieces.Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder.

The Prettier Side of Things

Point Blank.

• I'm not going to deny the fact anymore. Nor am i going to prance into the house all smiles everyday after i return from the evil world of school. Waking up every morning only to look forward to putting on the green shirt and khaki coloured skirt of my uniform isn't getting easier by the day. You may think I'm ranting just like any other teenage girl who claims she hates school but secretly longs to go just to get out of the house but heck no; I'm not a BIT like that. I HATE SCHOOL and everything about it. I've heard people say "You should enjoy school days while it's still here" but I don't. Studies? Screw it I don't want to become a historian nor a plumber when I grow up. Teachers? I'll be honest, having teachers know practically every move you make from going out of class to sneezing? Ain't exactly the most fun thing in the world. And lastly, friends? people there are as sweet as ever but honestly as much as I would like to? I can't honestly say that there's someone there i can run up to when i just feel like bursting out, someone I can count on to the take away the fat days, someone who I know will laugh with me no matter how lame or how stupid I get. The insecurity of knowing that somehow I'm alone no matter how much I deny it doesn't fade with fake smiles and big laughs or giggles. So what am I going to do about it? I told daddy I'm considering changing but then again I ask myself, will running away from something I loathe get me any place better? Is it actually SCHOOL or just ME? Say I do change, what happens if the new school isn't a notch or so better? Do I run away from the problem again? Because I guess at the end of the day, no matter how far you run on the earth, you'll eventually end up on the same spot. The earth is round; You don't just run as long as you please, to get as far as you hope.
• My grandfather passed away and I'll be honest, i do feel a little guilty that I didn't really shed that many tears. I guess seeing my Mummy loose her Daddy makes me feel a little guilty too because I think sometimes in life I take things I have with me NOW for granted. Take Daddy for instance, I expect him to drive me around and be there whenever I need someone to listen to, talk to and rant on about stuff noone else could care less about. Yet when he's not? I misinterpret it as to he doesn't care when he's actually busy with other stuff. NOTETOSELF; Other people have lives Sarah, the world doesn't evolve around you. I sound like I have an alter ego or am suffering from skitzo; talking to myself like that but heck, I need that once in a while and everyone does too.o.

I swear water has magical properties. That's why people get baptized in water. Ever heard of someone getting baptized in Paint or Coke? No; WATER. So while I was breathing in and out while swimming, I came up with this.
If I weren't a human, I wouldn't mind being;
1 Time
Because then people just won't be able to get enough of me :D
2 Air
I'd be able to choose where I want to go be it North South East or West. I'd visit Japan, Greece, Hawaii then South Africa.
3 Finger/Toenails
I'd be able to be tough on the outside yet soft on the inside.
4 Teardrops
Because no matter where I fall, I'd have a story behind each drop. And it won't need an explanation. People cry for no reason and there is NOTHING wrong with that is there? :p
5 Water
I'd just be able to go with the flow. Or rather where the pull of gravity wants me to go. No need to have a reason for where I'm going. Just, flowing.
6 Balloon
You know how people treat balloons really carefully? You don't see them poking balloons with pins do you? Yup, If I were a balloon I guess it'd be nice to be treated really carefully. (Mind you I'd be a pink helium one which can float in the sky)
7 Shampoo
Because I'd wash away dirt and leave things smelling nice and clean. Now we all like clean things don't we. Unless you secretly live in a pig's sty? I know you do too.
8 Concealer
I'd be able to hide ugly spots and leave things looking pretty.
9 Undies
People'll secretly need me on the inside. Except those who DON'T wear undies (Gives you the glare)
10 Snow
When things get too hot, I'll just be able to melt away. I guess the cons of that are you're just running away from hard times but heck, I can become a snow woman if you build me up!
10 Moon
I'll be able to shine when everything else is dark. Why I didn't choose the sun instead? How often is is that you hear people say "I don't want to be under the sun!" compared to " I don't want to be under the moon!" ? We all have to agree, under the moon is a better place to be :D
11 Comb
I'd be able to untangle knots and make things smooth again.

What I WOULDN'T want to be;
1 A weighing scale
In my fifteen years of existence on this earth? I've NEVER found someone who likes looking at a scale. Ugh, I rest my case.
2 Words
Because once I'm said, I can't be taken back. And what happens if I come out hurtful?

Fun fact of the day?
I found an actual cherry in my Frappe. O_o" (Ooh how fun!)

Blinked and Spotted.

Because it's the little things in life that get you through each day;

• Like secretly giggling with Sandra about my KH teacher's pants which are way too tight you can see his undies (Too much detail?)

• Like getting to know a certain someone better while walking to fetch little kids from church.

• Like seeing Mummy and Daddy give each other a peck on the cheek or a bear hug when they think noones watching.

• Like having the satisfaction of drinking a double shot Frappe from Starbucks and getting a LITTLE hyped up by yourself :p

• Like standing on your balcony and smelling the air just after it rains.

• Like seeing a boy and girl from kindergarten holding hands and pointing at each others noses.

• Like walking into church late and seeing a little kid eating coco crunch hiding behind a wall while all the adults are singing.

• Like talking to che2 Juvy (my Phillipino helper) about TV dramas and getting all hyped up while she's making lunch.

• Like realizing how much Mummy and Daddy care about each other that they're willing to sacrifice their own time to fetch us around.

• Like seeing Sandra willingly go to school with my driver so Mummy can take me because I'm having a bad day.

And it's things like these that make you so much more thankful and realize how much sometimes we take life for granted. I guess it's little things that make our day A day.

SomethingsAreNothing.

This is what meditation does. Either that or I think too much about; Nothing.

Clouds.
You know how clouds get blown by the wind? It was really quite extraordinary seeing them just dissapear, wait get blown away. You know how when you swim your head goes under the water and you basically don't get to see anything around? That happened today so when I got outta the pool, the fluffy puffy clouds that were there half an hour ago just were gone. Completely leaving the sky to have a bald blue patch. Which then got me thinking, where clouds dissapear too and how easy it would be if I were a cloud. I wouldn't need to think so much about what would or could happen. No wonder clouds don't need brains. They don't NEED to think before they act. They just float away.

Barbie.
I used to have this hee-uge collection of Barbie dolls when I was young. They would be all dolled up except for the ocassional one I would chuck to the side because she had short hair. Hah, yes I dreamt I was going to become a hair dresser and snipped her locks off. I also used to think that when God looks down on us we kind of look like Barbie's, you know? Ocassionally he gives us a hairdo which are when days are good and other days he lets our heads break off and that's when the world feels like crap. But I guess what reassured me is that I used to love my Barbie's to itsy bitsy pieces and I guess the same way goes to God and us. (Ooh I feel all warm and fuzzy now)On the plus side too, at least as humans we can move and aren't plastic vegetables like, the blondes O_o"

Snap.

Then before I fell asleep last night when I was all groggy from the day, I told myself I needed to be recharged. WHICH THEN, brought me to the conclusion that we are actually really like cameras too. We're used during the day and we snap things into our heads to be stored, some things good and bad(like bad pictures and good ones) and at the end of the day, we store and savour all the pictures taken while we fall asleep on pillows (like a camera being charged) and the cycle just goes on and on.

Dinosaurs.

And lastly, now this is just weird. I wonder what would happen if dinosaurs were still alive. My teacher said we'd all be dead because they'll eat us up but then don't tigers and other whatnots eat humans too? And I'm still alive! ooh, my goal in life is to see a dinosaur now. Yup that's going to happen only if I invent a time machine. That'll be easy now won't it? I'd just have to dig up Einstein and get his brain.

Shoot.

My crappaholic-ness officially begins.
Just for the sake of uploading a picture, I did. (ohsobimbomoment) On the fifth of May 2007 I celebrated two events. Well mainly one but it was a special day for three people. Firstly, Me! I finally turned old; 15 and for Benjamin and Janice. They're now stuck together for the rest of their lives while the rest of us can go galavanting hooking up with anyone. Okay maybe that's a leetle bit overboard but you get my point? Went for their wedding and me and Germaine agree that they really suit each other for some reason. Man now I feel like getting married already. You know I think it really will be very different being in the audience, and being the ones getting married. (Duh) Now I really can't wait for the adrenaline pump on the day I wear a wedding dress. I've heard someone once say that girls plan for things Waay ahead of boys (asyourstrulyhasjustshown) and I honestly agree with them, I've already started to think about if I'll have grandchildren or end up being an single old lady with a house full of cats. If I do, promise you'll visit me and have tea?
I STUDIED. Woot! Was going through Science about the interaction of things and how they need to survive and guess what I came about?
Commensalism;
-A relationship when one living organism depends on the other for survival.
-A remora fish hangs on to a shark for transportation and to get food from the plankton on the shark's body.
Which then got me to thinking that I think Parents and children are sometimes like that. Started bursting out laughing all of a sudden imagining me hanging on to Daddy and Mummy's stomach so that they could bring me to wherever I want to go and suck their tummies when I'm hungry. Anywho, my point is that I really am glad that I have parents who literally help me survive. Honestly, I think I'll go bonkers without them. And I'd get lost in the sea like the fish who falls of a sharks tummy.
As Murphy's law always allows it, whenever you're broke with money? Something pops out that you NEED/WANT to get. Cough( VaioLabtop) Cough(Camera) Germaine came over that day and I asked her a question
"Germ If I bake something for you would you buy it from me?"
" O_o Stares and pauses then says It depends what it is"
And then I got the urge to bake something and sell it to get MONEY! And I've been having it ever since.Okay I admit I might suck at cooking. My cheesecake ended up flat and bubbly when I tried to bake once. But you never know you know! Honestly to anyone who wants to HELP me earn money(for a GOOD cause ahem)? Any thing you want me to TRY to make? We'll talk about the cost afterwards; If you don't end up on the throne in the loo stinking up the place:D
Went swimming today. My therapy and realised that everytime I go there are a few certain people ther who never cease to amuse me. Don't ask me why but they're
1 Mr Old and Strong
He sure doesn't look like he's 20 anymore but he swims EVERyday and the laps he does are.. Uncountable. Me and Sandra always laugh at him though because the way he swims is really kind of cute. If you just take a glance at him you'll think he's drowning because when he flaps his hand, it kind of comes down flat on the water makes a splashing sound and you'd think he's struggling. Ooh. He motivates me to want to keep on swimming till I'm 70+ and old and wrinkly.
2 Ms teeny Bikini
Okay her bikini isn't really teeny it just rhymes. But she's there all the time too. Don't know why but everytime we pass each other underwater we kinda look at each other and just, stare. She's really tan. And pretty too(Okay that sounded a lil wrong but heck
3 Mr Pervy
Uhh. He doesn't amuse me he just plain creeps me out. He looks at ladies and their swimming suits. Yuck! I hope he gets a cramp one day and drowns. Okay maybe not drown just scare the heck outta him so he never goes into the pool and pervs again. Me and Sandra always give him the 'eewyouregross' look so as for now, that gives us enough satisfaction.
4 Mummy and her Clones
There's also always this family who goes, the mother with her four daughters and they're so adorable they make you want to pinch them so hard they're cheeks get numb. The daughters pretend they're mermaids while the mother sits and reads her newspaper, telling the youngest one to put on her floaties before she jumps into the deep end. And they lived happily ever after.
After the swimming observations, I got outta the pool and my muscles started to ache. Mummy says it's a muscle pull which might mean I'm growing. I'm crossing my fingers and even toes that it's true. Wait even my whole body so I'll end up looking like a pretzel. Hopefully I'll get to see the world in a higher point of view. Pray for me people, hah!
The sentimental part is that it suddenly hit me that
Kiera Knightly won't ever be as curvy as Beyonce.
Scarlet Johansen will never be as slim as Mischa Barton.
Julie Andrews will never be as bubbly as Queen Latifah.
Avril Lavigne will never be as sophisticated as Audrey Hepburn.
But my point is that they won't be who they are if they could be like the other person now would they? So although I'll never be as tall a Chloe or as giggly as Germaine :p (examples only huns)
I'd just have to accept the fact that it's not the way I am. Easier said than done as it is, I'm still
going to try:)
I've been on a caffeine spree for the past three days that Mummy and Daddy say that I'm going
to be addicted in the future.
Friday : Caramel Frappe
Saturday : Espresso
Monday : Iced Mocha
Tuesday : Espresso Frappe
Starbucks should make me their VIP member or something, seriously. BeeBee wants me to sta
away from caffeine from now on. Heehee. And I'm thinking I should. I can feel the caffeine
through my veins, hyperness going to my brain.

So that's basically it.
Person of the day I really miss
Joel Lee
Quote of the day
Shopping, cheaper then a psychiatrist.
Fact of the day
Drinking cold water after brushing your teeth makes your mouth go numb.

Because they say pictures speak a thousand words;

Being under the sun which is said to promote Vitamin D, helping in the absorbtion of Calcium in your bones and teeth for half an hour trying to get pictures? I bet I won't be getting osteoperosis soon. Neither will my teeth fall out.
Intimidation.

Because Nothing else Matters.
Contrast. Utter Contrast.
Insecurity.