"back then i saw this girl and thought,

i like breadcrusts.
i like movies that twist with your mind over chick flicks.
i like cold coffee. Not, iced coffee? but i don't mind coffee even though it's turned cold after a few hours.
i feel comfortable fading into crowds.
i like the feeling of being able to see almost everything, yet not feel physically present at any part of the scene. Something like, being a ghost? i like that.
i eat really slow & funny & i'm really, pretty picky.

i make stories in my head about things i don't know are humanly possible & sometimes think that when in open spaces my mind draws sub-consciously on the open spaces around me.
Putting makeup on is major brain exercise for me & i get tired right after. Which is, ironic. Because getting dolled up should get me pumped to head out, right?
i like pastel colours because it's very much associated to things like dreams and somewhat slowly disappearing into a mist, & i like bubbles because they float away, eventually popping after having been beautifully iridescent. It makes you wonder where all the colour kind of goes once the bubble is gone.
i still sometimes imagine i have mermaid fins while swimming in the pool, even if i am nineteen years old.

& right now, i feel like a stone in a pile of sticks.
,
–like. she's so, so happy."